A New Beginning

I believe the ONE/Soul has split itself into infinite selves in order to experience the wonder of infinite being. Soul has chosen different life streams as tools to express Self.

What do I mean by "tool"?

A cup is a useful tool I can use to drink a hot drink from and experience my love of sweet drinks.

In the same respect, I believe all experiences, life forms, and realities are tools that the Soul uses to express and learn about self.

Does this mean that the Soul deliberately chooses "unhappy" experiences as tools to learn from or express self?

I don't believe this to be the case. I believe, however, that the Soul is very much aware that certain experiences humans have created are not in harmony with their true nature as Soul. For instance, a certain family might have repeated history of child abuse. While it is not the Soul's nature to live in disharmony, He may use that situation as a tool to know self. Through Self-remembering, Soul can erase those repeated patterns from the collective memory. At least that is what is meant to happen, in theory, when someone remembers who they are as Soul. What usually happens is someone can get so caught up in the drama that they forget their identity as Soul, and continue repeating the patterns of abuse for the next generation.

Since I was a child I have been aware that I am here to break certain cycles that prevent people from being true to themselves. That's one reason why I haven't been keen on having kids as I didn't want to be distracted from my intention. I felt that if I did have kids, I would like it to be done free of old patterns of behaviour.

As a child I was also aware that writing was going to be an important tool to express myself as Soul. I remember when I was eight years old and someone asked me what I was going to do when I grew up, I said I was going to be a writer, taking inspiration from my personal experiences; but I wasn't going to take it seriously until my mid-thirties.

That's exactly what happened. When I was 35, I went through an emotional breakdown/breakthrough and realised that I couldn't go on the way I was and things had to change. Over the years, I have been using all experiences, pleasant and unpleasant, to learn about who I am as love, power and wisdom; and I have been recording my experiences and insights on my blogs.

Now a tool is only useful as long as it is required. In other words, a tea cup is only useful as long as I have a desire to drink tea. The moment I stop having the desire to have hot drinks, the cup is no longer needed. Similarly, certain tools I have been using have only been in place because I have felt I needed them.

I have come to a place where I have lost the desires I once had that required me to hold on to and work with certain tools. It is now time to let go of those tools.

I am now ready for the next chapter and the equivalent tools that come with these experiences.

I believe all protagonists concerned are already in place, ready and willing to explore this new chapter with me.

I look forward to experiencing untold love, magic and wonder with you.

Enocia

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